Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls.
-- Joseph Campbell

Am I going crazy?

I haven't felt like this for soo long. But I find myself angry and resentful.. over a little thing! It's unthinkable how unreasonable I am for feeling like this! Is it because I've been almost a recluse for the past month?

My test date is nearing. And you know what? I don't think I'm ready. I'm nowhere near in finishing my review book. But I'm trying to be positive. Reading everything I can for the small amount of time that's remaining. It's just that.. I lost motivation in reviewing.. thinking that I may not even use the license that I'm testing for!

Hay. I know.. it's good to keep my options open.. and having that license will give me opportunities.. but I don't know if I even want those opportunities.. Maybe I've set my mind to going to MedSchool this June.

I just don't know. I haven't really figured out things yet.

Hay. Bahala na si Batman.

Back to reviewing. I just have to blog about this because I can't study when my mind is full of negative stuff.

So.. please pray for me? I need all the prayers I can get! I'm being positive.. I'm reading! I'm trying! And I'm unearthing every stock knowledge and every analysis skill that I have!

God Help Me!

A glimpse of the third world.

I saw this on Chuvaness.com and it just broke my heart. Thinking of all the wasted food here in America makes me think of these people. I remember when I was growing up, my parents are always telling me to make sure that I have no leftovers.. they're always telling me, "Maraming taong nagugutom.." And this is proof of that. Watch it. It sucks, but it's reality.

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

All these I ask.

I thankfully turn to You, God, for guidance. I listen in the stillness to Your wisdom already in my heart, and I know what to do.

Dear God, Your love fills my heart and your light guides my steps. In all I do I acknowledge You and give thanks for Your wisdom, strength, and peace within.

In the awareness of Your constant presence within me, God, I listen for the direction that guides me and makes my way sure.

You, dear God, are the light that shines on my path. Your light gives me insight and understanding that help me make wise decisions.

God, You are my source of wisdom. Your spirit guides me, Your love enfolds me, and Your light inspires me. Please be with me on my testing day. Guide me with your strength, courage and glory. Let me enter those doors to the testing center with all of my burdens handed to you. I ask that you take away all my fears and anxieties. Please guide me with the knowledge that you have given to me. In you all things are possible. Thank you Lord for all that we have and all we have accomplished.
In Jesus name we pray,
Amen.

*got this somewhere in allnurses.com

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Can relate.

ditto.
I'm now 21, and I still feel the same way.
And then I say to myself, life is what we make it..

*jumps up and down, because I'm just really excited about this*

CONGRATULATIONS
MA. THERESA PAMINTUAN



Summa Cum Laude
Bachelor of Science in Business Administration and Accountancy
University of the Philippines, Diliman

Grabe! It's like what we talked about.. To think you almost did not go to UP. I'm so so so proud of you.

Congratulations friend! You certainly deserve it!