Random Thoughts

Why is it everytime that everytime I have an opportunity to blog... I lose all the things that I want to say??

*sigh*

I'm too young to be forgetful!!

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Oh now! I remember!!

Yesterday, I realized that when the world seems to close down on you.. when everything seems to not go according to your liking.. when you're filled with all these negative feelings..

...I realized that going back and remembering what matters can make all the difference.. Offering all the unpleasant things to the Lord can make one feel better even if you're in the midst of chaos and fuckwhats.

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I'm turning 21 soon... and I got to act and think like an adult. No more thinking about myself only.. It should be looking at the bigger picture, considering all the pros and cons and at the same time not forgetting what's in my dreams.. plus a lot of luck, PRAYERS, and positive thinking.

I'm going to be busy starting this month. No more bumming around. No more sleeping-and-eating-only-days. :)

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A little over a month to go before my Uncle's wedding.. and I gotta start to exercise again!! and to diet!!

Oh Lord!! Help me forget about my beloved chocolates!! =s

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At the end of the day, I know that things will fall into their proper places... Got to stay positive.. :))

Is it really worth it?

Is it really worth it?
Giving up your long time dream for something that can make you financially independent in the future??
Is it really worth it??
The sense of being incomplete till the day you die?? Just because you gave up on your childhood dream when you knew you had the chance to make it yours?

Is it really worth it?

Twilight Trailer

I really can't wait! As in!
I'm super excited!!!

A great birthday treat for me!! Yey!!
Can't wait for November 21!!

Signs?

A year or so ago.. I had my palm read by a friend's friend. One of the things that she told me is that.. I should go with my second choice.

Ok.. and then someone also told me. And remind you.. that someone sure knows what she's talking about. Bastat what she said is that... Galingan ko daw, mahalin ko daw mga pasyente ko.. and kung Mag MMed daw ako.. kaya ko naman daw.

And then, yesterday, after Mass where I prayed and prayed that God will lead me to my right path.. As soon as I entered my Tita's house, my Tita told me that my Lolo is ranting.. he says, I should obtain a Green Card first, before going to Med School.

And then just now... I learned something. Grabe. Mag mmed din daw siya! Kamusta naman. Alphabetically arranged ang mga tao sa Med School ng UST!

I'm not really superstitious.. but.. coincidence ba lahat ng mga ito? Hay..
I asked for some signs dba?

Birthday and Christmas Wish.

I want my very own dSLR and learn the art of photography.

Law of attraction: I'll have my very own dSLR by early next year. hahaha.

Note to Ging: Turuan mo na ako pano gamitin ang SLR. Tara bili tayong black and white film sa Hidalgo. :) Turuan mo ako ah?? Ay.. kami pala ni Cha. :))

Making it count

Elizabeth Kubler-Ross' Five Stages of Grief.
Dabda. Denial: Anger. Bargainig. Depression. Acceptance.

One last fight. One last try.

I'll make sure it counts.

If not, then what choice do I have? Right?

After all, I believe in this... Life has a way of working things out.
Got to stay positive.

Twilight OST

Ok. I'm addicted to the series na.
I can't wait for the movie.
The lyrics and the music FITS. as in.

I'm excited na!! Here' the song. ENJOY!

DECODE

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win
You're losing fight
All the time

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know

There is something I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

*got this from Lica.

'nuff said.