Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls.
-- Joseph Campbell

Am I going crazy?

I haven't felt like this for soo long. But I find myself angry and resentful.. over a little thing! It's unthinkable how unreasonable I am for feeling like this! Is it because I've been almost a recluse for the past month?

My test date is nearing. And you know what? I don't think I'm ready. I'm nowhere near in finishing my review book. But I'm trying to be positive. Reading everything I can for the small amount of time that's remaining. It's just that.. I lost motivation in reviewing.. thinking that I may not even use the license that I'm testing for!

Hay. I know.. it's good to keep my options open.. and having that license will give me opportunities.. but I don't know if I even want those opportunities.. Maybe I've set my mind to going to MedSchool this June.

I just don't know. I haven't really figured out things yet.

Hay. Bahala na si Batman.

Back to reviewing. I just have to blog about this because I can't study when my mind is full of negative stuff.

So.. please pray for me? I need all the prayers I can get! I'm being positive.. I'm reading! I'm trying! And I'm unearthing every stock knowledge and every analysis skill that I have!

God Help Me!

A glimpse of the third world.

I saw this on Chuvaness.com and it just broke my heart. Thinking of all the wasted food here in America makes me think of these people. I remember when I was growing up, my parents are always telling me to make sure that I have no leftovers.. they're always telling me, "Maraming taong nagugutom.." And this is proof of that. Watch it. It sucks, but it's reality.

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

All these I ask.

I thankfully turn to You, God, for guidance. I listen in the stillness to Your wisdom already in my heart, and I know what to do.

Dear God, Your love fills my heart and your light guides my steps. In all I do I acknowledge You and give thanks for Your wisdom, strength, and peace within.

In the awareness of Your constant presence within me, God, I listen for the direction that guides me and makes my way sure.

You, dear God, are the light that shines on my path. Your light gives me insight and understanding that help me make wise decisions.

God, You are my source of wisdom. Your spirit guides me, Your love enfolds me, and Your light inspires me. Please be with me on my testing day. Guide me with your strength, courage and glory. Let me enter those doors to the testing center with all of my burdens handed to you. I ask that you take away all my fears and anxieties. Please guide me with the knowledge that you have given to me. In you all things are possible. Thank you Lord for all that we have and all we have accomplished.
In Jesus name we pray,
Amen.

*got this somewhere in allnurses.com

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Other Postsecrets (this week) that I liked. Enjoy them! See more at Postsecret.com

Can relate.

ditto.
I'm now 21, and I still feel the same way.
And then I say to myself, life is what we make it..

*jumps up and down, because I'm just really excited about this*

CONGRATULATIONS
MA. THERESA PAMINTUAN



Summa Cum Laude
Bachelor of Science in Business Administration and Accountancy
University of the Philippines, Diliman

Grabe! It's like what we talked about.. To think you almost did not go to UP. I'm so so so proud of you.

Congratulations friend! You certainly deserve it!

unexpected.

I read about this in Yahoo. She's Susan Boyle, a 47 year old female, who at first glance you would think that she's way out of her league dreaming to become a professional singer (or as that Yahoo article said, you think she's the female version of William Hung)... and then she opened her mouth to sing.. and everyone is stunned by what they heard. Grabe. Just watch the video and you'll see..

Susan Boyle Sings on Britain's Got Talent 2009 Episode 1 @ Yahoo! Video

Have you seen the total shock in Cowell's face? lol.

I got this here..

Loveet! :)

=p

Happy Easter!

Let us all celebrate Christ Jesus' Resurrection.
Happy Easter Everyone!
Enjoy!!

A little something for Easter.

Dr. Teresita Barcelo, President of the Philippines Nurses' Association, sent this little something via the UST Nurse Alumni Yahoogroups. I'm just going to share this to y'all. :) (I think this was lifted from Funfare)

Live A Life That Matters

Ready or not, someday it will come to an end.

There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days.

All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else.

Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.

It will not matter what you owned, or what you were owed.

Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will disappear.

So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire.

The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.

It won’t matter where you came from, or what side of the tracks you lived, at the end.

It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant;

Even your gender or your skin color will be irrelevant.

So what will matter?

How will the value of your days be measured?

What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built;

Not what you got, but what you gave.

What will matter is not your success but your significance.

What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.

What will matter is your every act of integrity, compassion, courage, or sacrifice that enriched, empowered or encouraged others — to emulate your example.

What will matter is not your competence, but your character.

What will matter is not how many people you knew,

But how many people will feel a lasting loss when you’re gone.

What will matter is not your memories,

But the memories that live in those who loved you.

What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom, and for what.

Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident.

It’s not a matter of circumstance, but of choice.

Choose to live a life that matters.



HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

Antsy.

Waiting for something that is really life changing is nerve-wracking. I have no choice but to be positive and patient about it.

So please pray for me?? :)

Time to get serious.

It's really time to get serious.
No more cramming.

Review Mode.

Law of Attraction: I'll be able to pass the NCLEX-RN.

Pray for me!

A little reminder.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
when you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,

trust His heart.

It is good to be reminded sometimes.
Thank you Raze, for reminding me.