I am officially addicted.
Can't wait to finish the second book!! :))

Diet!
I'm fat again!
I need to diet.
Damn. 30lbs!
Ha! If my mom can do it. I can as well!!

Off my meds?? NOT!

I've been planning to gradually give up my maintenance medications for quite some time now. Sir Sigua even told me to just not think about it. And I was thinking that it'll save me from the hassle of taking it twice a day, everyday.

So... unintentionally, I didn't take my medication last night and then this morning. I was not having palpitations whole throughout the morning and I thought that maybe I'll continue to not take it.

But I was so wrong.

I woke up suddenly from my afternoon nap with my heart beating like I've been running a marathon. It's like my heart is trying to beat itself out of my mediastinum. God! I haven't felt like that in ages and I immediately rummaged in my bag hoping that I didn't leave my precious meds at home. Thank God I didn't.

Anyway, maybe next time I'll try again. But not just now.

Sigh. There goes my dream of not having to take any more medications. Hahaha. I'm trying to preserve my liver and kidneys.. you see. hahaha.

Should I go to Medical School this coming school year??

or

Should I just leave the country and start working.. and think of entering Medical School when I can afford it??

I'm missing my friends.
I'm missing the good old days.
I wish I could go back.

I found myself

In line with starting fresh.
This song is fitting for that.
Thanks, Roan!!

I FOUND MYSELF

by Ciara

So long, farewell.

Hello, to the new me..

The better ME.

That's right.

My Life...

21.. and I've realized

Everything you want's not meant to be.

21, then you qualify

the standard to responsibilities.

So I tried to prioritize

By deciding what I know is best for me..

And then there's always LOVE that tries to trip you up.

You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground.

But nothing's promised.

FRIENDS are there to cheer you up..

To give you strength and mend you up when you are down.

So I set sail emotion..

I say.

So long, farewell.

My life's moving forward.

My ship has sailed,

And I'm so glad it's over.

My heart is well,

After all that I've been through

I found myself.

22, I hope that I'm with someone

Who truly cares for me.

If I'm not, I'll be alright,

I'll accept the time I know God has for me.

One day I'll be the perfect wife.

That's what destiny

and I won't be afraid to try

though it's always.

Love that tries to trip you up..

But then someone will sweep you off the ground,

But nothing's promised.

I'm not gonna give it up

Just because the last one let me down.

So I set sail emotion.

I'm looking out for me,

Taking care of my needs.

Life isn't guaranteed,

It's time to start living.

It wont always be the same,

Can't be afraid of change.

You wanna have your way,

Demand till your Satisfied

You lower your self esteem,

You gotta live your dream.

It's all bout confidence,

To let them know that you can stand up.

You never try,

Learn to express you mind.

Sometimes you gotta fight,

It's your life so don't you give up.

Lessons in Life. (Repost from Koko)

Just want to share. :)
They actually make sense. Hahahhaha.


Lesson 1: Naked Wife
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, “I’ll give you $800 to drop that towel.” After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob.
After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 dollars and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks,…
“Who was that?” “It was Bob the next door neighbor,” she replies. “Great!” the husband says, “Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?”
Moral of the story: 
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, “I’ll give each of you just one wish” “Me first! Me first!” says the admin. clerk. “I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.” Poof! She’s gone. “Me next! Me next!” says the sales rep. “I want to be in Hawaii,relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.” Poof! He’s gone. “OK, you’re up,” the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, “I want those two back in the office after lunch.”
Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 3:
A priest offered a lift to a Nun. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said,”Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest removed his hand. But,changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, “Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest apologized “Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.” Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, “Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.”
Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 4:
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A rabbit asked him,”Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?” The crow answered: “Sure, why not.” So, the rabbit sat on the grou nd below the crow, and rested.
A fox jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up.

Lesson 5: Power of Charisma
A turkey was chatting with a bull “I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,” sighed the turkey, but I haven’t got the energy.” “Well, why don’t you nibble on my droppings?” replied the bull. “They’re packed with nutrients.” The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it wont keep you there.

Lesson 6:
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Moral of the story:
 1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy. 2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
 3. And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut.

The CRUCIAL Choice.

One of the things I've learned from the past few months is the Law Of Attraction or more popularly known as The Secret.

It's sort of Believing as if and Acting as if.
And now, the problem is really finding out what I want.

I have two choices..

One, is to go to the States next year after I've taken my NCLEX Exam, take my chances there (in consideration with the back log of all Immigrant Applications) and hire an Immigration Lawyer, and then after some time wherein I've gathered enough money to finance my studies.. I'll take up Medicine.

or..

To convince my Lola to finance my tuition so that I'll be studying Medicine in UST by next year. But then, I think I may not be able to go to the States then.. considering how expensive it is to be in Med School.

A friend said that it's a win win situation, with me ending up being a Doctor. But the factor is TIME. If I choose the latter, then I'll be starting my Residency by the time I'm 26.

*sigh*

I really don't know what to do. And I have to figure out what I want soon.

How about you? What do you think?

When exes become friends - FROM THE HEART.

I grabbed this from Nikki's Blogspot. :)

I just wanted to share this to everyone kasi tinamaan ako ng SOBRA SOBRA. *sigh*

Whether you believe it or not, I still believe in this. But, THINGS HAPPENED. Maybe someday he can be my friend again. :)

When exes become friends--FROM THE HEART

By Gina Lopez

Sunday, September 14, 2008 The Philippine Star

Relationships are the bond that cements together human society. We enter relationships because of resonance. We exit the relationship when the resonance peters out. I have noted that it is much easier to get on with life when one keeps an open heart space. My mother once said, “If you get angry — and stay angry — you are the one that suffers, even if you have been wronged.” Words of wisdom. I can attest to it. Anger hurts. It is uncomfortable. It is so much easier to let go. The key is to find another way to look at the relationship that has exited. To find another way to look at the person. There are many ways to look at people. One way may bring us immense pain and anger. Another way can bring understanding. The second way is easier on the heart. It’s also easier on the people around you. It is not easy because the default mechanism is one of anger. But if one can manage to see the heaviness that it brings, it makes sense to make the effort to shift.

This doesn’t mean letting go of principles, or not acting as the given situation may require. It just means making sure one is coming from a position of integrity — not from negativity. Then it’s light; then one can go on with life.

Then beautiful things can unfold. I have an ex-husband, Sona, who was my boss in Ananda Marga. We split about 12 years ago. We continue to be friends. It’s great. When I leave the country, he takes care of the kids. He stands by me in the decisions I make. It’s amusing because the two times he has decided to get into a relationship — he got my advice. Funny, I feel like the First Wife of African tradition. I like the person he is with now. She has come and eaten at our home. And it feels like she sincerely cares for him. And I am happy that he is happy.

There are countless relationships like this. My mother and Susan. My Tita Prescy feels that Tito Steve’s kids with his first wife are just as much hers. And I can go on and on about people I have met who have been able to establish a circle of heartness — with relationships past and present. It’s healthy. It’s good for the kids. It’s good for humanity’s web of life. All love is good. All love makes a difference. You don’t need to rescue children or reforest the La Mesa watershed; just live your life decently, and with love, seeing your negativity as it is, and rising above it. This makes a difference. The difference to people living around you — especially to children — is direct. It is your legacy.

When people use their children to hit against their ex spouses, or feed their children with negative perceptions — real or perceived — it leaves imprints that will last a lifetime. Why let anger rule your space? Let go, and get on with life.

I actually love it when I see half-brothers, half-sisters, everyone getting along. It feels all embracing.

Hmm… It’s similar, perhaps, to the way sticking to a relationship which drains us and drags us down, just because of social structures, ignores the fact that each person has a responsibility to his or herself — to seek love and joy — and this is much more important than what people will say, or what any institution says. The non-negotiable principle is to be true to yourself. Sticking to something. Just as living behind a facade is living a lie.

There are no hard and fast rules. I believe in Divine Guidance. Deciding on anything through a circle of thinking, thinking, thinking is not the way to go about making life decisions. Life has a wisdom to it. Be still: listen. Take a walk in a forest... by the beach... breathe fresh air. Don’t think. Take a swim. Don’t think. Just feel the beauty around you. In the stillness, wisdom reveals itself. It’s not a rational process. Wisdom is a gift of your Higher Self.

That is what should rule your life. That is what should rule relationships.

If she's the queen.. I'm the princess. :)

Remember when Kate Walsh said this on an episode in Grey's Anatomy??

"There is a land called Passive-Aggressiva

and I am their Queen."

And I can definitely say.. I am truly a Passive Aggressive. Hahahaha.

**ang sama ko talaga.. kahit kelan. ;p

Turn Offs PART2! (Repost from Karen and Raze)

List down 10 turn-offs (opposite sex,of course) and tag 10 people!

I tag whoever wants to do this.

**I'm doing this.. just because.
**I've erased the first one yata. hahaha.
**If you see any hint of bitterness, IGNORE it. After all, this is my Multiply Blog.
**And last... if you see this.. eto lang masasabi ko.. BATO BATO SA LANGIT, ANG TAMAAN GUILTY!
My List of Turn Offs:
1. I don't want yung BABAERO. FLIRT. Or any kind nang guy na HINDI FAITHFUL. hahahaha. I've had experiences with these kinds of men. Trust me, it leaves you scarred. It leaves you paranoid. Kaya... I don't want UNFAITHFUL MEN! :) Included here.. are yung mga men who are liars. Grabe. I hate liars na din! hahaha.

2. Of Course, I don't want someone who is not God-fearing. Preferably, I'd like it if we have the same religion, if not.. then at least.. he should respect my faith.. and everything I believe in.

3. No Word of Honor. He should be man enough to live up to his promises. Yun na yun!

4. Walang Respeto. No respect for their families. No respect for their FRIENDS. No respect for MY FRIENDS. No respect for the environment. And to everything else.

5. An abuser. Physical. Emotional. Psychological. Financial. As Fuji said, mga Ka at mga Ku. hahahaha.

6. Someone without a dream. I mean... I have so many plans for myself. I don't want someone who's going to pull me down with him. I want someone who's going to be my inspiration in fulfilling all my dreams.

7. Closed minded or narrow minded individuals. I can't stand them as friends.. what more as my special someone?! A big NO NO!

8. What some people call, ABS. Alak. Babae. Sugal. Grabe sa Bisyo. Yung tipong wala nang respeto for themselves. Yikes.

9. Someone who does not have time for me. As I've said before, if you profess to love me, then you should make time for me. Make me feel special and everything. hahaha.

10. Someone who won't love me and accept me FOR ME. Someone who will try to change me for thier own qualifications.

---hahaha. what do you think? :)

Pseudo Relationships.

I got this from Karen's Multiply

The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual understanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo- boyfriends.FLINGS.Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but NOT quite lovers.

Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.

This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.

It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.

Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usuallythe guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."

This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro." Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.

So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan? Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa w ala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.

For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.

Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.

My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala." Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.

But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi. Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?

Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.

Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls? Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."

Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo- relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.

Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process. Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.

But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.

When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka. Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita." Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.

Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya ...

almost, but not quite.

There's still hope..

I got this email from the UST Nurse Alumni yahoogroups. Professor Barcelo of the UP College of Nursing sent this email.

I just wanted to share this to everyone.

THE ONLY HOPE FOR THE PHILIPPINES (still there's hope !!!)
By James Reuter, S.J.

By her own admission, GMA (Gloria Macapagal Arroyo) rightfully assessed that over the last decades; our republic has become one of the weakest, steadily left behind by its more progressive neighbors.' Forty years ago, we were only second to Japan in economic stature, and way ahead of Singapore , Hong Kong , Malaysia , and Thailand . Today, at our present growth rate, it will take us 30 years to get to where Thailand is.

1. A population of 160 Million;

2. Of those, 70 to 90 million (equivalent to our current population) will live below the poverty line;

3. Our national debt is estimated to be at US$200B (compared to US$28B when Marcos fled, and US$53B today);

4. We will be competing, not against Thailand or even Vietnam , but against Bangladesh ;

5. We will be the most corrupt nation in Asia , if not in the world (we're already ranked 11th most corrupt nation by Transparency International) ..

The signs are clear. Our nation is headed towards an irreversible path of economic decline and moral decadence. It is not for lack of effort. We've seen many men and women of integrity in and out of government, NGOs, church groups & people's organization devote themselves to the task of nation-building, often times against
insurmountable odds. But not even two people's revolutions, bloodless as they may be, have made a dent in reversing this trend. At best, we have moved one step forward, but three steps backward. We need a force far greater than our collective efforts, as a people, can ever hope to muster. It is time to move the battle to the spiritual realm. It's time to claim GOD's promise of healing of the land for His people.It's time to gather GOD's people on its knees to pray for the economic recovery and moral reformation of our nation.

Is prayer really the answer? Before you dismiss this as just another rambling of a religious fanatic, I'd like you to consider some lessons we can glean from history.

England's ascendancy to world power was preceded by theReformation, a spiritual revival fueled by intense prayers.

The early American settlers built the foundation that would make it the most po werful nation today - a strong faith in GOD and a disciplined prayer life. Throughout its history, and especially at its major turning points, waves of revival and prayer movement swept across the land.

In recent times, we see Koreaas a nation experiencing revival and in the process producing the largest Christian church in the world today, led by Rev. Paul Yongi Cho. No wonder it has emerged as a strong nation when other economies around it are faltering.

Even from a purely secular viewpoint, it makes a lot of sense. For here there is genuine humbling & seeking of GOD through prayer, moral reformation necessarily follows. And this, in turn, will lead to general prosperity. YES, we believe prayer can make a difference. It's our only hope.

Today, we launch this email brigade, to inform Filipinos from all over the world to pray, as a people, for the economic recovery and moral reformation of our nation. We do not ask for much. We only ask for 5 minutes of your time in a day, to fwd this email to your close friends and relatives. This is the kind of unity which can make a big difference. Of course, if you feel strongly, as I do, about the power of prayer, you can be more involved by starting your own prayer group or prayer center.

We have tried people power twice; in both cases, it fell short. Maybe it's time to try prayer power. GOD never fails. Is there hope? YES! We can rely on God's promise, but we have to do our part. If we humble ourselves and pray as a people, GOD will heal our land. By GOD's grace, we may yet see a better future for our children.

'If My people, who are called by My name, will humble themselves and pray, and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from Heaven, and will forgive their sins, and will heal their l and.' (2 Chronicles 7:14).

If you care for your children and grandchildren, PLEASE pass this on.....Let's not just abandon the Philippines.

Aptly Said.

Right?? :)

Me? a Grown up? WEH.

I don't have work. YET.

I haven't made my resumes. YET.

But... I already talked to some of my Professors and they agreed to be my Character References. :))

I'm still living off from the money that my mom gives me.

My mom still pays for my portion of the rent.

My mom will pay for my Review Fees. (Nclex and Ielts)

My mom will pay for my Exam Fees. (NCLEX and IELTS)

If they would have had agreed that I go to Med School... then I would not be a BUM right now.
...NOT waiting for that time till I can formally start my career life.
...NOT stuck in this situation where I can't control anything!

*sigh*

I would very much want to work, but there are no openings for nurses here in the Philippines. :(
For the mean time, while I wait... I'm going to attend seminars and do some volunteer stuff.
NO CALL CENTERS FOR ME!

Med School! I still want to be a Doctor!! I miss interacting with Patients!

Almost there.

...the light at the end of the tunnel.

^_^

To maintain a healthy level of Insanity.

I found this on the Friendster Bulletin Board.

Hahaha. It made me laugh.. I just want to share this to everyone. :)

To maintain a healthy level of INSANITY.

1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In."
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone has gotten over the caffeine addictions, switch to Espresso.
6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "For Smuggling Diamonds."
7. Finish all your sentences with "In Accordance with the Prophecy."
8. Dont use any punctuation
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
11. Specify that your drive-through order is "To Go."
12. Sing along at the Opera.
13. Go to a Poetry Recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme?
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day.
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because "you're not in the mood."
16. Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name, "Rock Bottom."
17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I won! I won!"
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling "Run for you lives, they're loose!"
19. Tell your children over dinner "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."

Am I still Bitter??

Am I? I don't know.

Maybe?

Yes?

All I know is this.. I'm trying my best to not think about him. To not be bitter on everything. To not even think on how to get even.

I'm trying my best to not think about him. About her. About them. About the last few months.

I'm healing myself.

I've accepted everything.

I've decided to be mature about everything. To just STOP BEING CHILDISH.

One day, I hope we could have our old friendship back.. when everything's healed already.

But now...

I've already forgiven you, don't worry.

But.. not just now.

Being reminded?

Last week, when Pia and I went to Kythe, I was reminded of one of my dreams...

I love kids. I love interacting with them.

When Pia and I entered the office of the person in charge of Kythe. There was this boy, he's a Cancer Patient and he was there because he's due for his play therapy. It just broke my heart.. seeing him and talking to him. It made me long for those days when we were assigned at the Pediatric Ward. It reminded me of my dream to become a Pediatric Nurse.

*sigh*

Soon. :)

Thank you??

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

From the old to the new.

I am rebuilding my life.

From starting my own career to eliminating the one bad apple.

I am trying to be positive.

I will be okay.