Ha-Py New Year!!!

It gave me a Roller Coaster ride. That's what 2008 had done in my life.

So.. for all those who have been a part of my 2008.. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Looking forward to spending 2009 with you guys!!

and... My apologies for all those who in one way or another.. I've hurt or offended.



In this coming year, I pray that the Good Lord will give you more blessings; more opportunities (may it be with good grades or WORK or something); and more happy times with your friends and families.

Have a Happy New Year Everyone!!!

Have a Prosperous, Peaceful, and Safe 2009!!

New Year's Resolution.

New year. New Hope. And the start of a new life for me.


What I should learn and start practicing??

Being positive. Fighting for what I want. And striving to be a better person.

Being determined to get what I want.. and not just doing everything halfway. I should learn to finish things and to do those things to the best of my abilities.


And I'll apply those to my:
1. Losing Weight (30 freaking pounds!!)
2. Studying Medicine or Staying in my Nursing Career
3. my Career.
4. Photography. :)


I should stop with the Ningas Kugon. :)
*pictures from Deviantart.com

Greetings from me to YOU.

Merry Christmas everyone!
May the Season of Grace bring you all the Blessings that you so richly deserve!

Enjoy the food.. the gifts.. the festivities.. and the company of your loved ones.

Savor the Season..

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

--lots of love.. from ME! :)

Longing.

For some reason.. I want to buy a pair of strappy wedge sandals.

I really really want.

But the problem is, I can't seem to find the perfect pair for me. I can't find the sandals that has my name on it.

And my shopping instinct is not one bit happy about it.

*Sigh*

Happy and Sick.

It's 1AM already. And I can't sleep.
Despite this horrendous coughing..

I'm happy. I just got back from a night out with the Stopovers, planning for our Christmas Party and laughing in between.

Being with my friends never fails to make me this happy.

Looking forward to our Christmas Party. And the Nonstop laughing that will ensue!! :)


*More P*****ina counting for Menandro! Lol. :))

Sick.

I hate being sick..

Now.. to add to the horrendous coughing.. I lost my voice..

Yikes! I sound like a frog.

One of the things that I hate the most.. mga feeling na people. Mga ASSUMERA.

I can't believe your audacity.

I pray to God that you realize what you're doing before it will all come crashing down on you.

That's all.

Colorgenics. (Nakikigaya lang..)

Since everybody was doing it.. hahaha. Nakigaya na din ako.. hahaha.
What's my verdict??? It's 97% accurate for me!!!

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Name: Abigail
Date: 12/11/2008
Colorgenics Number: 04312567

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Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.

Tired and Mean.

I'm really tired being nice.

It really gets too tiring when people think they're higher and better than everybody else.. when in reality.. they're really not.

As my cousin said... You don't have the right to act that way unless you have shown to yourself and to everybody else that you have done something really big.

I believe in Karma. And I'm no fool and I'm aware.. that being mean to her is not the answer.

But.. what can I do?? I'm too tired being nice to that ungrateful person. I'm too tired with her emulating me.. (can't she find her own style????). I'm too tired with her 'slowness'.. can't she figure it out that we don't want her here anymore?? Because she don't know courtesy.. she only knows the concept of "kawaisan."

Because my mom is too kind.. I bet.. once she finds work.. she'll live here.. and as she said.. makakaipon daw siya.. because I bet she has no intentions of giving any kind of contribution for her stay to my mom. Di ba nakakainis??

If she really keeps up.. I'm going to burst her bubble.

I like!

Just think about the convenience it will bring you. hehehe.
Me.. I'm thinking about all those times that I got wet whenever there are heavy rains especially during my college days.

It's a bit expensive though.. but if it'll last for how many years.. and if it really does what they say.. then.. it's worth it!! :)

No idea what I'm talking about?? then, here it is.. :)

The Senz by Totes Mini Umbrella
Designed by Dutch engineering students to withstand wind speeds of up to 70 mph, the Senz umbrella won't turn inside-out in a stiff breeze (unlike those $5 umbrellas you throw out after every storm). Added bonus: Its asymmetrical canopy will protect the front of your body while deflecting rain from your backside, so you won't end up with a soggy butt. ($50)

http://shopping.yahoo.com/articles/yshoppingarticles/148/an-assortment-of-holiday-gifts-for-your-lovely-wife

S.T.R.E.S.S

Grabe!
The situation here inside the house is super stressful.
Kasi nga.. super contagious ang anxiety.
Because everyone is attending to the last minute preparations for the wedding.

But.. hindi lang yun.

Yung mga taong sobrang maarte.. (imagine my kaartehan.. multiplied by 100 na may kahalong ka-TH-an).
Yung mga taong paimportante.
Yung mga taong hindi makagets.
Yung mga taong EWAN.

I don't want to go into details.
But.. it just plain infuriates me.

Hay. Kainis!!

Kulit!!

You know what keeps me busy these days??
Not.. reviewing for the incoming NMAT.. (though I really need to review)
Not.. reviewing for the NCLEX though I have tons of reviewers here.

But..

I'm busy.. taking care of my Japanese cousin who knows only a little of English.
How do we communicate? Through my measly Nihonggo and her measly English.. and lots and lots of creative sign language..

Of course.. my other 10 year old cousin will not be ignored.
Sometimes they see me as a toy... they play tug o war, with me as the rope.

Hay. KIDS.

Here's the two of them. :)




They make the stress here inside the house.. bearable.
Thank God.. for them. :)

Frustrated.

It won't take a lot of work to figure out what my life story is right now.
I'm frustrated.
I can feel.. I can see all my dreams, all my hopes shrink bit by bit into nothingness.

To be frank, I used to dream that I'll be very very rich when I grow up..

But now?

All I want is a simple life.. a happy family of my own.. and for me to finish my MD studies at the soonest possible time.

Is it really that impossible?
To become a Medical Doctor by 2014?

Because honestly.. I can never be a very good nurse to my patient when I know deep inside myself that I'm happier as a Doctor.

I've to really got to pray.
I've to really got to believe.

I've got to really fight for what i want.