Am I still Bitter??

Am I? I don't know.

Maybe?

Yes?

All I know is this.. I'm trying my best to not think about him. To not be bitter on everything. To not even think on how to get even.

I'm trying my best to not think about him. About her. About them. About the last few months.

I'm healing myself.

I've accepted everything.

I've decided to be mature about everything. To just STOP BEING CHILDISH.

One day, I hope we could have our old friendship back.. when everything's healed already.

But now...

I've already forgiven you, don't worry.

But.. not just now.