28.4.09

Am I going crazy?

I haven't felt like this for soo long. But I find myself angry and resentful.. over a little thing! It's unthinkable how unreasonable I am for feeling like this! Is it because I've been almost a recluse for the past month?

My test date is nearing. And you know what? I don't think I'm ready. I'm nowhere near in finishing my review book. But I'm trying to be positive. Reading everything I can for the small amount of time that's remaining. It's just that.. I lost motivation in reviewing.. thinking that I may not even use the license that I'm testing for!

Hay. I know.. it's good to keep my options open.. and having that license will give me opportunities.. but I don't know if I even want those opportunities.. Maybe I've set my mind to going to MedSchool this June.

I just don't know. I haven't really figured out things yet.

Hay. Bahala na si Batman.

Back to reviewing. I just have to blog about this because I can't study when my mind is full of negative stuff.

So.. please pray for me? I need all the prayers I can get! I'm being positive.. I'm reading! I'm trying! And I'm unearthing every stock knowledge and every analysis skill that I have!

God Help Me!

No comments: