The CRUCIAL Choice.

One of the things I've learned from the past few months is the Law Of Attraction or more popularly known as The Secret.

It's sort of Believing as if and Acting as if.
And now, the problem is really finding out what I want.

I have two choices..

One, is to go to the States next year after I've taken my NCLEX Exam, take my chances there (in consideration with the back log of all Immigrant Applications) and hire an Immigration Lawyer, and then after some time wherein I've gathered enough money to finance my studies.. I'll take up Medicine.

or..

To convince my Lola to finance my tuition so that I'll be studying Medicine in UST by next year. But then, I think I may not be able to go to the States then.. considering how expensive it is to be in Med School.

A friend said that it's a win win situation, with me ending up being a Doctor. But the factor is TIME. If I choose the latter, then I'll be starting my Residency by the time I'm 26.

*sigh*

I really don't know what to do. And I have to figure out what I want soon.

How about you? What do you think?